Held in breath of a goodbye,
nevers speak, forever sigh.
day broken cloud,
hazey fog, settled neath a vast looming shroud.
when will I have you, when will your taste once more sit upon my tongue.
echoed chorus of nostalgia between my ears, tune not craved to be sung.
Tofu of you keeps me alive in the mind now that you are gone, never to be who I was when you were in my space,
breathing my face.
3 days bliss 3 days peace of mind,
summoned eccentric electric one of a kind.
Smiles forever above my chin; frown never to follow suit,
visage of the false melted away in a catalytic meet cute.
Torn from my lust you were, our paths always to split.
grant wish once more, a bask in the suns gaze,
grant wish once more, a stolen kiss amongst roman waves.
conjure me from the very sands in your dreams,
calligraphy my touch into your diaries seams.
Imprinted memory of a smile beyond smile,
token friendship shorter than a while.
repeatedly crossed paths, up to fates touch,
bless us bless us
beautiful decider connected passions are of a brilliant such.
Goodbyes scratch lines into my red ticker.
voice horrid at their spoken incantation,
may time & distance ever pass for the quicker.
I knew who you were sitting across the table,
vibe & mind as smooth as peanutbutters fable.
I consumed you in your entirety, for a while I was your chocolate clarity,
your nights nutella charity.
Little spoon full of honey,
connect four
connect four
into my life you came; day full of sunny.
I threw away my day to an unspoken goodbye,
ducts dammed & cemented; unreleased cry,
eyes oh brown eyes forever shall remain dry.
-paynterboi
6/13/19
Priviet
Miles and miles, miles and miles poured out of this newly started canvas, paints of emotion scattered and flung from each brush.
How beautiful the yellows, the brilliant oranges, the stunning blues, this new dawn, how gorgeous; tequila sunrise, what warmth has been sheds and bestowed on such an icy fortress of a man with such a cosmic void. Once upon a time dead and buried; robot of man;
technologically inert beyond life and organic hand. Decisions to choose love; a cold calculated process never to see the light of day. This new dawn catered to a mans frozen soul; switch turnt off, darkened as it was bold. I stood on the waterfalls edge atop the great forest mushroom and gave thanks to the god of life, the gods of lust, and to my galaxies exist. Blurple was the color of each footprint I left in my wake through this forest ambiance; surrounded simplicity, pure & organic.
The synthetic attempted the attack
rage
rage
rage
however at last I was & remained shielded from the evils within the past. Corrupt chaos oh so chaotic chaos was nothing more than a speck of sand in the shadow of this megas xlr. A no return ticket to that such a life; Renovatio, bathed in light, washed of toxins, all had been learned; lesson, beat and drum. I spoke a different language now not only from tongue, this was my ending trails sum. Lunar gaze forever in the eyes of this immortal wolf, stacked upon uncovered foundations of a madman.
Nocturnal animal the change ever and always at hand, this new dawn came from my dreams, my secret desires, my unfathomable insatiable savagery; native lands. I plugged myself into the horizons depths to understand the ocean & sky. What virgin magnetic material I suddenly was working with; clay sculptor of a final everlasting happy, 1sts by the billions, emotions of a countless google drench me in your sappy.
Aquarian vibes of a newly turned page, this new dawn; Light of a new age, Ill follow this path as it continues to bring even more grand emotions, wisdom; Sage.
Miles and Miles, Miles and miles poured off this newly started canvas, paints of emotion scattered and flung from each brush, the uncanny feels of nothing but the correct rush.
-Paynterboi ::)
12/9/2018
3S
I ventured through her mind ocean, stood on the shores of her promise beaches;
lavender light, oh lavender light keep me wrapped in your lavender light.
Fair maiden of balance oh fighter of strife,
catalyst of my thousand smiles, stay beside me, lay beside me;
distanced by miles.
In this life,
in this chaotic existence of laughter & knife.
The galaxy atop these shoulders has seen your obsess,
physical yet felt; smooth passionate caress. Soul of Mind, body of mystery, beauty in all direction; muse into realm of lusty erection.
In your dreams keep me between your legs bathed in your juicy valley connection.
Ponder my imagination taped to thy walls, every taste I'm allowed,
your body a twists, limbs all; screams, animal calls.
Waterfall waterfalls, allow my drink from your gushing fountain;
heavens mana calls.
I dare never flee from your challenge, I dare only to see you as you are; perpetual and free,
being of loyal purity.
Loins a blaze, distance stretched forlorn theater stage;
share your bodies autograph, share your life force, assimilate my chapters page.
Draw me in baby draw me in; interstellar gravity well,
feel my flexed passion deep inside your personal heaven cell. Show me your vulnerable winter, show me your raw uncut center, let me eat your rated R until you sleep. Your chocolate cum master until tears of joy your eyes weep. Hands clenched in the sheets toes curled; fist feet, eyes rolled back eyes rolled back;
singularity when halves of a balance meet;
the madness of focus;
fiery emotions peak.
I ventured through her mind ocean, stood on the shores of her promise beaches;
lavender light, oh lavender light keep me wrapped in your lavender light.
-Paynterboi ::) 10/9/18
Arrows
Awake beautiful dove awake;
world at your wing tips for the take. Rise new eyes rise;
new eyes rise.
sight beyond sight, truth absolute, far beyond lies.
The son beams for your exist,
ray light through cloud shroud and mist.
crisp all hallows vibe; skulls filled with candy corn.
what's this
what's this
my core melts with joy, felt true through to my bones,
this is the time of bats and spider, not Christmas gnomes.
Awake beautiful dove awake;
world at your wing tips for the take.
Memories of future days projected behind my lids,
tick tock sleep caresses me between her bosom,
I stand beneath the great tree.
All fall leaves; brown, orange and red, ripples in time now laced with your cherished love for me.
See the tomorrow of the once and future king; bright as can be my eyes have seen,
my ventures lead me to discover unagis queen.
Awake beautiful dove awake; world such a world at your wing tips for the take...
-Paynterboi ::) 10/9/18
&))
Warm kiss of a taken mind, virus spread to heart by spirit: one of a kind,
trials of passion
tragedies of distance.
Pregnant river of potential; blossoming flower of happiness,
enthusiasms persistence.
Rivers current flow of the unforgettable,
this man will follow your bank until he is home.
Until he is in your arms, until he ha been taken by your charms.
Fair Maiden;
muse of beautiful pastel, time ever passes, never sharing your air;
personal hell. Extremes run deep into soul, into caverns unknown; bold.
see thy wolf before you
see they wolf before you
embrace this balance; warm & cold.
-Paynterboi ::) 10/08/18
Spark
flowers bloomed atop olde kings tomb,
rain fell cleansed thy darkest gloom.
thunderous passion staggering flashing might,
inhale ye breath of life inhale thy painted starry night.
Sleep I say,
sleep cradled within this ocean air,
oh beautiful creator of tides I stand on this black sand beach of dreams and stare,
soul
vibrant soul
vibrant soul
your light house beacon calls and demands no saviors toll, a stitched smile across the ancient red tickers hole.
Heart of the twisted dead tree atop the hill,
the snow fell
the snow fell
&
froze to winters chill,
how lovely the lavender of lust, how maddening the living tree roots of trust.
fly raven fly
may your bones never rust.
feb 2nd, 1812
-paynterboi::) 9/30/2018 #chebu
extra curricular activities
an intense day of school filled with locker slams & combination locks, "sit downs", page turns, bullies, "stop talking(s)", hall passes, passing the crushes, dabs on clutches, cardboard cafeteria space food, useless knowledge id never revisit in any lifetime, ipads, and class projects. The bell rang oh my the bell rang, mind over joyed with release, endorphins coursed with every heart beat as if the white ghost had just had its 38 minute dissolve and disperse, bag packed pre lessons end and only all for the anticipated freedom of Friday. The double door exit awaited my arrival, I was on its guest list and the plan was to not be late. The scholars claimed we had away work over this particular weekend due on Tuesday, the corner 6ft locker opened I traded all bag contents for my longboard, the weight of published synthetic knowledge was stripped form my person, the smell of school was almost gone for a few days of time. Dark blue Jansport held the off campus essentials given it was now free of books, inside my ounce of weed, pipe, 2 lighters rolling papers, my grinder, and my green dino egg cracked headphones. The download of music all day via the schools wifi was the perfect heist I was armed head to toe for adventure. Mind thoughts were wheels meet cement, kick push kick push, nothing else mattered and my current settings were being abandoned slowly but surely, I sat the board down, tied my chucks tight, fixed my dark skinnies, adjusted my vans shirt and my backpack. finally my headphones were in and I pressed play....an hour and 10 minute set of hardstyle began to play " tear the fucking club uppppppp!!!!' the haunted beat began and I kicked off with ample kinetic energy the sent me speeding down the empty hallway towards the rear entrance, all of a sudden my stomach tightened as if experiencing G-forces, the hairs on my arms stood atop each goosebumps peak. An almost blinding light hit my eyes and a breeze that smelled of coconut and copper blew into my face up my nose, shielded behind my arms I opened my eyes and cast my gaze downward. To my surprise I was still on my board yet there was no floor to speak of, what was gravity connecting me to, what were my wheels still being pushed by, why did I have tentacles from my nose down over my mouth as if aspiring to be a beard of vectors. I could breath fine and it felt cool, in a moment I thought I suppose society would call me calamari Jenkins lmao, my momentum continued the colors of each ring that passed me was as wild as the zebra pack of gum. Monochromatic was the setting here and it was intense, chrome, reds, greens, neon outer colors to fill in the gaps, smell of coconut was intensifying copper was starting to lessen. My mind knew it was a wormhole and started to develop, was the copper smell the essence of the earth via a rip in space time, was coconut the smell of the opening leading to my future destination? I started to completely think up entire rationalizations and hypothesis. All the while the music in my head was still blaring funny in this moment having hardstyle on in this cosmic tunnel, this connecting gift for travel appropriate was an understatement, it was a momentary solo rave and I was the VIP crowd.... 2b cont..
pumpkin king
atop the mountain dead tree looms,
fogged valleys & stone flowers bloom,
petrified midas hand golden gloom,
sight beyond sight thy olde kings tomb.
O'er magic line forest and transcended plain,
through doors of light never distraught nor disdain,
sea of the shadow shore of the maze, amongst olde stone cast out fever and pain,
oh martyr prince of lore, being of nobility, heal this world filled with cain.
essence of dead tree never again will to grow free,
cherished crowned one keep memories lesson within thee,
occupy space of ponder consider lighting and thunder, rain fallen treasure offerings free of fee,
roots of power sun and soul filled energy.
nomads burned our woods our ways our force of life,
time will come for rebuttal, prepared we shall be take up arms, shields of strife,
your given order attack attack breach the masses spear and knife,
only our world will reign with sword and scythe.
He-wolf,
mend this earth, free our people from cage,
immortalities embrace will keep you through age,
shepherd thy people with crown and page,
into new era bold & calm, forest of flourish druid and mage.
Life restored life restored mystics conjured created by lord,
harbor the way of truth in words of power, sharpen thy sword,
beyond oblivions reach we are the dwellers,
the watchers,
the dream weavers,
we are the peace keepers,
dimension seekers
we are and always will be the owners of the earth,
melted key keepers
now, you are our king,
fight for us, fight for us
forever nocturnal trick or treater.
-paynterboi ::) 7/7/2018
job interview meet cute
we stumbled through your door laughing in ecstasy of each others company, almost no care of the sleeping others, attempting to conceal decibels of the bar now in our histories rear view mirror, oh what memories of dance and drink, bellies full of humor and tension turned out guts, twisted with thoughts of what would come next. Freshly out the shower you were, hair wild as the tigress you were, glasses fogged white t-shirt on, black booty shorts that cared for your every curve leaving no room for wrinkle, I swallowed my anticipations gulp, its digestion caused the blood to rush to my manly swagger, my world serpent. The entire being that was me, knew you were a soft woman, the definition of my desires, the physical answer to my bodies current night emptiness. I cursed the fact I had to shower even though it was needed, & wanted, I had to reciprocate the cleanliness of your moisturized skin. Every second under the falls in the process of lather, my animals mind raced, it boasted the events about to unfold already beating its chest of conquer, my strength and focus was gaining, id be hers & she would have me for a night, a fluke of unpredicted passion stemmed from an intense friendship and wants of 2 souls. Curiosity is the drug of lust, lust is the euphoria of desire, desire is the demand of supplied release. At last I was cleansed and dried, I wrapped my towel ever so low to keep my abs and v cuts showing and walked into her room as she pretended to sleep on the bed.
I lit a candle
I lit a candle
slow and sensual savoring anticipations vibe, you were unaware I had already undressed you with my eyes, my tanned blueprint project of savagery and pervert was laid before me. Known what joys were to come to fruition, multiples of orgasms that would drench me, catalyst to my climax of spoken blasphemes, tongue alone for now would suffice, stoke the tease of 4 play elevated heat, all that mattered was how delectable you tasted. My smile smiled when it kissed your south mouth, I frenched the slice you had and swallowed your light, a warm decadent vacation of bliss, eons of quenched thirst. Your contort sent me into an energetic frenzy, I ate you with every mouth machine I could create holding your clit gently between my teeth boxing it out with tongue a flicker, lips causing reverse pressure extracting the nectar from between your legs, I craved more oh so much more. My hands grabbed your supple C cups, I pulled your light body even more into my mouth, those egyptian cotton thighs my headphones, your heels massaging my back, id take glance at your face every now and again, a reminder of the privilege to be feeding on something so beautiful... so perfect. You screamed, moaned, called out curses yet could not release me from the soft vault, my mind deep in your pink kegels, release release release....!
The Candle burned down to the last of its strength, the flame held on for as long as flame could, our liquid & physical quest strangled the air for anyone else not inside this corporeal game of body twister. Vanilla, toothpaste, & sex scents engulfed scattered articles of clothes & the entire room, I took you from the side, your tits spilled off you bouncing with every contact of paralleled pleasure, the back arch you gave me caused me to concrete even further, your bed actions confessed that you craved me as I did you, for our night had finally come, it was upon us and it was perfection in knowledge gain. You learned me well taking every inch of dark passion I was willing to give, your hands on my abs as shock absorbers and speed depth controllers, I held myself inside you and flexed my ribbed member, I took your breath as I licked and sucked the back of your neck under your long surfer blonde hair, I pulled you into me still flexed and holding myself hostage inside your walls, you inhaled and released again in one moment
release release release...!
your melted love covered me, knees all a vibrate goose pimpled skin, hand on the back of my neck for brace and stability, I found your thirst for me insatiable, vampirically elevated, you wanted more. you flipped me over and sat upon your queens throne of impale, that ass in my hands, my grips for the ride to the gates of paradise. I drooled over your body I lost my body feeling being inside you, the only nerves that had relevance and feel were instinct and my chocolate ribbed rod so many fathoms deeply between you. The control you took had me all in a twist, now I was the joyously tortured pleasured willing masochist, the pink that encased me was my warm treat my nocturnal retreat, my night home off lust and sexual, I never wanted to be evicted, on and on the skin on skin house party raged. I took your whole body in the crease of my arm and controlled your ride, I sat you down harder as you rose faster craving the next bass drop, all the while savoring the height, daring descent from even higher levels without losing our fleshy warm wet connect, when you came down I laid you upon my chest, my hand on your back the other in your hair, tongue met mine with no hesitation or un-want, your body caved, stayed and I held a cheek in each hand and controlled your torso hardening each time I brought you down, I...…
& just then----------->>>
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HEY BUDDY WAKE UP MAN! ITS LAST CALL, WE CLOSE IN 13 1/2 minutes 😀💦💦💦💦💦
-paynterboi ::) 7/6/2018
unlikely rescue
vibes on the sand company never bland, cause of reaction woman of ultimate attraction.
sent psalms of praise to the once known divine, soft thighs supple lips glistening, fine as wine.
body of a goddess exquisite creature of freedom and revolt, thymascaran statue, muse of language, a pleasuring lighting bolt.
undone by her charms, a flowers pleasantries and hypnotizing hips, poetic in her stance melted knee caps in the wake of her glance, soul all and acrobatic flips as all around eyes undress her pink soft tender nips. A days fantasy of obsession not enough, a woman of such grace and light had to be taken from this mentally masochistic rough. falling precipitation of currency cold, green falling coveted black holes, legs obtuse, her singularity pink oh so bold. moves of a serpent, face of a feline, beautiful chimera gorgeous creation spare some time. music entranced this one of a kind mind, tribulations suppressed in shadow, each routine step a life left behind. waiting shots, time almost up, mistress oh mistress, maiden of lust drink from this gentlemens cup.
tired woman close your eyes rest in these guardian arms, cast away your night of dance and entertainments alarm. Bathe your sorrows away far away, never allow them to stay strong, cast your demons into the sewers where they belong. Empty vessel of societies darkness, dry yourself in light a new, stand atop this roof, breath in air of mornings dew.
Vibes on the sand company never bland, cause of reaction woman of ultimate attraction, never return to that distraught place of humiliating faction and disgrace, cultivate the smile newly sewn upon your face, stay and explore this ones sad immortal life, play the records that are free and far from strife, place the needle upon the silk let your ears be loved by musics deep brown melodies milk, let the bass corrupt you ease you in the most intense fashion, trans mutate space into spaces of pure passion. never found wanting with this ancient beast, this walker through everlasting age, a slave no more to bloods thirst how poetic it is to finally say on lifes stage. I am free, you are free, remain by my side as my most precious love, my most enchanted desire, I'll shower you with knowledge and treasures quality of the higher.
bathe me in your naked fire take me deep take me deep, cocoon us both, liquid love and heat, wet action body games without cheat.
No ordinary love no ordinary love you are my sweetest taboo, is it a crime to love and lust for a human, she is a vessel of darkness made light, a mind on the edge of oblivions valley, she's a smooth operator, her speak is a spell from the book of lifes crater, she speaks "your love is king" I speak your love is queen, my pale sex dream, nymph from the city in the clouds, creature of myth, nothing can come between us. Time in abundance yesteryears of forevers loneliness, now never again the king of sorrow. you are my want you are my light strand peering through the trees of humanities tomorrow.
kiss of life kiss of life you give me the kiss of life, you reanimate the death that is my heart ya dig, tis yours keep it safe cherish the day cherish the day
with me and you gangsta lady, come what may.
-paynterboi ::)
Ghost of Love
ectoplasm of body, keeper of wants, selfish treasures emotions toll grant my request.
This shared life suffocate suffocate lungs hindered, a corporeal forms obsession with paired life forever, craving fantasy of life together, the rise of bear trap vibes ever on the ascent, away from ye life of ease decadent,
forgive me lord of my sins I repent until days end,
my love is unique
my love is black sheep
my loves level is far too steep
subconscious prayers finally a regain of spark now cometh, within this arrival of mind state an apparition that cradles me in the pursuit of an endless knowledge absolute, cast into a realm of reality down from the heavens my curiosity wardrobe fit astute, summon tears from the depths of my utmost desired oblivion, selfish some would say Icarus complex fodder to the fiery bright one, rage rage rage strong this being of love this entity of passion this over the shoulder whisperer breath of life spoken in ration, catalyst to my wants vault door of my logic effortlessly left ajar in the wee moments of luscious connection, insatiable hunger unstable pale light of this mind of this flesh of this comprehension, bend me to your whims I claim not control for my fight is to love hard love many love bold, etched in time hearts to a call, signals pipered to my gravities masquerade ball, ghastly room invader parallel neighbor of the shadows, my cryptic comfort raider, in my settle you remain a beacon of well being, my dead guide my trusted navigator through the graveyard of monogamy ships exclusivities tricky curvy hips, in my settle my provenience the norm of nomads you are the skulking elephant in the room ambiance engulf, barrier to my independence, thirst never quenched prolonged life never enough. Macabre ghost of love keep my head above water, keep me from sinking into that mediocre genesis of a falter, masochistic vibes dipped in hope and coated in fight to share a life with the one is a fleeting dream sampsons shackled might, my ghost in the shell is of a stand alone complex an original creating copy cats in its wake, opening eyes baptizing the nomads to see beyond synthetic laws the fake, the schedule of the machine fuck that american dream white picket fences shutters colored in crème, kids by the droves remaining sane in stationary teams, living and working a thin slacked line in between, an ever hardening love sclerosis of the mind a cage for the soul, away with these nightmarish obscenities they are obsolete fading ways of olde, this aged entity that is my ghost haunts me in every existence of my being, I am cursed I am blessed I am love obsessed unhinged unshackled life caressed, oh phantom you are my alarm keep me wrapped in your arms, feed me, elevate even my frivolity, give my life ever lasting its piano solo via your charms.
follow me ghost of love follow me ghost of love forever and always. Immortality is my playground I dare not make fuss or sound, things that were, things that are, and things that have not yet come to pass, me I shall be me I shall be.
-paynterboi ::)
notification of ambivalence
I felt you touch my nerves, I felt you become brain words
never to take another, forever us under night and cover
each time you walked away my body empty of fill, vessel tilted planet cracked emotion spill
folly made of hope still waters in the midst of 2 beating hearts
bleed bleed bleed
your crimson emotion smothered me as the dagger of life rooted and choked,
I was the imperfect cloud, judgement casted upon my precipitation my depression created gravity,
your subconscious reigned as queen, you had all the moves on the board you had all the fiery push ember stoked,
notification notification notification
oh once entwined half why must you fortify your days with sent images of lust
your un closured thirst never to rest never to sleep, your mind casts out nets of visage and bust
I see you cheeky, I know what you aim to accomplish being oh so sneaky, it is not welcomed here in this temple of mine,
I scattered my ashes to the changing wind,
I broke away from this olde ill fated exclusive sin,
cork from wine,
never the return irrevocable the leave, it is suggested that you perceive importance of message
take head take head,
it was not love
it was not love
Lust was its name in its greatness, trapped and entangled I became comfortable in a jello of complacent and stationary,
one foot out the door half potential smeared floor, my jail time until reach of my estuary
sea breeze sea breeze,
single ease, single ease.
-paynterboi ::)
voodoo animal skin
I began to create my favored scene on the blank pure white canvas, brush and stroke pen and toke laid out emotions taken from "the vault of oblivion", a place rarely visited anymore, sad yet happy to have seen it again, I admired my neo creation in the midst of my admiration I felt a force from behind on the back of my neck, AHHHH I was pushed into my conjured exist, I fell for what seemed minutes, where was I in this when, in this why, in this because. I floated through a legion of cubed ocean blocks, all different hues of blue and aqua, every whale and sea creature judged me from deep sea to surface, the depths of their eyes lied causing me to collapse into myself as a dying star circling a black hole. The midst of my collapse, memories reverberate ricocheted, blasted me into another universe, kinetic energy, no tachyons in sight. Why was I brought here why did it feel so familiar in this when in this absence of misery, could I have been happy once upon a distant lightyear. Universe with its own set rules , deeper into the canvas I ventured....I came across Marius smoking under a massive deceased tree, its twisted body and branches stretched as high as the closest stars perhaps the stars were the budding flowers of this verse. Marius offered for me to partake, I grabbed the onyx bowl and lighter from his 1 hand, (cough cough) thanx my friend thanx so much I spoke. He said " no problem king you look like you needed it" and chuckled mid sentence, then he sat back down neath the tree, his unmistakable grin teeth showing all a bright and flop ears, man it was good to see such a being, it had been far to long, I looked backwards over my shoulder to see a most precious nebula I had placed here many earth years ago at least it felt that way. " where ya headed!?" {{he expelled}} I took a deep breath and replied <<Honestly I really don't know, I've been here yet never been here if that makes sense>> it was quiet after I spoke, I anticipated his reply, the extra silence broke my concentration, I turned... Marius was gone. Only the faint smell of his ganja and my beginning euphoria were for the lasting, I looked around the tree nothing no Marius, I looked up at the giant foliage. Nothing but portal fruit and four eyed black birds that have forever watched my dreams and me progress through them. The fruit I was never able to use as transportation, I was only ever able to Look upon its whereabouts its enclosed destination, I was able to see into many worlds many realities many peoples and beings. I had come to know the birds well, they never spoke to me even in my dreams, they remained silent watchers on the branches of the trees in my dream woods. Silhouetted against the falling snow and the blue full moon light, my dreams were their permanent home. all that ever showed were the half of their beaks from reflecting light and their stacked 2 sets of eyes, crimson in color. Presence always felt, they were my subconscious, my mind trial protectors. They were here in my conjured ink reality, in this massive tree that housed many of my minds secrets. My steps took me back in in front, as I came to the lap mark of my staring point before rounding the tree, appeared in the base roots a green door. Fine crafting, etchings of leaves runes and music notes, gash marks arranged in patterns all over, the greenest moss in patches all in the body of the door. (It was alive) I thought to myself & placed my hand on its damp surface, instantly my stomach began to stir with some type of pressure, some kind of energy. I could not remove my hand no matter how much strength used, I screamed for Marius to help, my screams fell on absent deaf ears. " what do you seek" instantly I grew silent and cast my gaze towards the great door, it spoke again " what do you seek" for some reason the fated answer that seemed to blurt itself out, without my minds guidance <<I seek the melted Key of EN, olde one>> upon the finished answer the tree split in two save for the green door which was open with a purple essence of fog halted at its threshold, never crossing over into where I stood. "Venture forth king, reclaim what shall always remain yours" I bent down to touch the fog as I place my hand into the eerie substance, clap!!!! it grabbed hold of my wrist with a mighty grip and into the void I was pulled...2b cont.
-paynterboi ::)
crème & sugar
eyes vexed body ready,
mind wonders...inside you, rock steady,
red heeled bedtime stripper keep close,
no running from this passionately flexed chocolate host,
challenge challenge game set and match,
battle wounds battle wounds back tears ass smacks.
extravagantly unplanned hand prints bites and hard laid pipe,
expel your dynamic lungs atop this man might.
fingers wide leg sprawls lick sojourn every nook of flesh halls, hidden horcruxes of grandeur and taste for pleasured alls.
satin lace slow motion deep space lovers anatomically entwined, cherished time lusting sins paralleled spines.
breath upon neck sensational wet, dive into splash pools down melted spirit sex coalesce, hands of poetry fingerprint floetry.
flowered sheets rose petals rose petals heat, erupt your gush, make it so make it lush, feel your throb your vibrate your joyful fear of anticipate,
ravager of walls demolition, sealed in pink your clitoral fate.
psyche stimuli pale skinned beauty,
deepthroated masochistic size queen on duty.
essence of the earth maiden of the wood, conjurer of wolf.
Balance of loin chaos of mind,
darkest angel of rarest find, one of a kind.
eyes vexed body ready,
mind wonders...inside you rock steady.
irremovable irrevocable combat immune system parasite,
miseries vectors fully welded into hull tight.
insanities kiss schizophrenic mind lick, balanced teetering on a chain link fence, barbed wire tightrope walker,
bloody wise dark winged angel, vulnerabilities stalker.
songs of la la la la day dreams of blagh blagh blagh blagh mush on the darkest side of the moon, harbored heated feels, revealed cold never soon.
wilted flower of days past dissolved amidst gravities suspension,
reduced olde world wish, cast back into the golden cage of remorse and tension.
Back to land steer ship, keep her afloat amidst connections grip, contaminations and quarantine safe the populous from violent virus rip.
3 words of a raving lunatic a madman savage of emotion, go forth, love free, love hard, love true no need for potion.
living being synchronized by love by love by love
may you go far neath the blue sky, your life quest form above.....FIN
-paynterboi ::)
20 minute sojourn
insomnia kicked into 5th gear, 6 am glass of water liquified the transition, I crossed the threshold of plane and began playing through her dreams, here I am the kid down the slide, I tasted the inner LSD of brilliance, four eyed birds on dead tree branches, living statues of white gargoyle organic stone, what a beautiful gloom of a place I've traveled to her inner workings, her subconscious had me on the guest list, my waves enveloped her mind walls, her mood changed as she slept.
a smile a smile
Atmosphere tranquil calm as my favorite cup of earl grey' n lemon, my bare feet on the squishy floor of her cortex, green grass all around, she dreamt of spring, magical beings & a great many fantastical things. Yellow sun dressed maiden with light flower in hair, I've sensed your happiness, I ate of your fruit tree of joy, I stirred the waters of your golden marble fountain,
coin toss coin toss
oh lady of a priceless gorgeous you are a vision of my wants, packaged in pale porcelain, dark angel of my fires, queen seated upon throne of my library desires, you cause my heart electrical seizures, my mind all a waterfall state. I came across a glass house open as the sea, white silk curtains danced in the wind, red accents,
yellow vase yellow vase
flowers kissed the entirety of the place, wood furniture with white linen cushions, day candles carried the smell of your favorite scent a soft peach and strawberry, my astral body felt as if it were inside a piece of candy. Here I am the kid on the monkey bars, {beats chest} my explore took me all round, I admired your décor your taste in all things beauty and vitality, all walls shouted your musings and laughter, your library was literature vast, in memory in chapters,
your mantel held a plethora of paused moments past, in elven etched red frames my face the majority, happy looks grand on you miss my favorite picture I did kiss. I left my mark In your white curtained beach front treasure chest, on my way out my gaze caught the vintage locket hanging next to the door, my kings crest on the front with its time touched luster, in a position to make sure you never forget it no matter what future you obtain, no matter how you travel there space ship or plane. I heard you yawn and realized it was my time to depart, I closed my eyes in the 3 seconds I had left. I took in memory of my privileged time here, I took in the air thick with salt and sea picturing the turquoise liquid crystal as far as the eyes can telescope, silver peaks on the google of living waves, listen close enough music to the ear, I cast my mind toward the sky sun warmth stirring my pores giving the surface of this temporary ghost body, the tease of life sensations cry, I dug my feet into the sand and counted the grains oh so warm above and soothing cool beneath the surface, I left feet prints on your shores of logic and knowledge remember me when we debate remember me when life frustrates remember remember.
I opened my eyes and I was next to you in bed, my 20 minute sojourn had taken me to the depths of your red ticker emotions to the singularities edge of subconscious that converses with mine on the daily, your mind a city scape scene of me your want of my all your want of my dark stormy nights lighting a blast, you crave my clear sky days of sail and beach open ocean
surf surf surf
Ill give you my amethyst soul
keep my crystal keep my crystal
I am your other worldly geode.
-paynterboi ::)
Rotted blemish
torn from her arms warmth and light,
forced to carry gun MRE and helm
by daylight,
decided battle a far off land,
no qualms had with this foreign nomadic band.
keep safe thy flag opsec post and bone
sworn oath under god under bullet under trigger, life on loan,
ye service is for aid of token,
foreign and domestic folly across grandeur scenes of ocean,
earn your rank, battle for "the people"
under magnifying glass civies embrace pipe and needle.
Blood damage dust tent and march
cadence jodi camo ironed blues, hella starch
death toll raised at peak of napalm invade,
screams choke dismember lunatic ravings, exposed elevated kelvin iron and grenade.
the folly of man will forever know the money making business that is war
paying soul for shilling and pence dollar and cents lives don't matter unless your a 4 star
go ahead shoot shoot fucking shoot reload, firing pin jam
these are the tools of war boy
these are tools of war girl
proud absolute is your fam
4 years done 6 years done, re-enlist for your continued mission
no no the money is good, mind far removed from humanities centered position
keep me in your prayers they said as the ship off began
kissed children left behind scattered shards left in the corrupt countries sinking sand
God bless america, lets make america great again
God bless america, let make america great again
"great" was never a true want or truthful historical label,
merely a slogan to rile hearts of the patriots, lemming al-rite trend...
comedy at its best because it would seem america has never been great and only has ever been on the mend.
-paynterboi ::)
50\50
the train across the face sucker punch of contaminants crash,
as if the beginning of the cosmos, liquid star and void space fused dueling biomes.
Welded by hands of at one moment or another a great distance, of time and experience, beat & drum,
heavy the bass
heavy the bass.
Resonated knowledge rippled across this perfect temporal vector reaching my line,
my birth path into this reality we have lost one another in.
Before my decent into mothers womb your synapse fired telegraph, made sure of our paths smack hit touch, a meet cute of such. Some remote when, some separated where
down on the planet.
Message of urgency
Message of urgency
telegraph of the mind imprinted with your regale ruby seal of heat, valor, sin and in the cards drenched energies, a scent I'd follow subconsciously until the wise tarot counseled me into change. You spoke of your heightened favor of life and lust, that you breathed and exhaled good fortune how pleasant and strange.
That you would explore high and low for blues clues path back to your cherished golden hearted, armored creature. Fired back I did before going ghost and continued decent into corporeal physical feature.
Before what would possibly be a lifetime until I'd lay my gaze upon your soul property, post divine organic housing. I beamed the message your way, sealed by kings crest tagged with scent of lust and werewolf life force, it spent no time browsing and charged ahead. Dodged and weaved it did through countless galaxy & quasar. Singularity nor new star could keep my soul byte from breaching your 2 shot par.
Magically etched words of my energy properties entwined via the sisters of fate. I told you how much I cared how much I'd miss you, that I'd follow your scent of valor, lust and sin. Oh how long it has been, oh how damn long it has been, many years decades centuries, oh ill fated mugen your spell finally broken. Utterly Obliterated, cast aside by our tethers of promise. Nightly in the midst of maddening insomnia, in my google of questions & quest of answer I call out in thought, inquiring whilst you rest fast asleep on my chest.
This native pondering, this lovely shard of thought, poem and light embedded in my soul next to your framed red telegraph, this almost chicken or the egg puzzling answer that will elude for all my days.
Which is it,
which is it.
Was it your energies of luck and fortune that I met you?! was it my energies of fate that you met me?!
Round and round mind all a carousel, clockwise tornado winds furious a blow like hell.
Highlighted beacon in my life, bringer of warm liquid gush, how did you find my ships pirate bay.
Which magical grimoire brought you to me so abruptly, exist half a world away.
Each night I beat myself rid of these questions and fantasies seeking the morning sun caressing your face.
Premeditated love, aforethought feels, I checked myself I wrecked myself after this nights batch of sleepless, heart beat now slow of pace. After the shores tide out calm, after my catalytic decent, loss of my cherished midnight blue wings and black regale charm. I clung to my ascension of the bed like my last ration in a desert of fruitless waterless disappointment. I'd Found my place next to you upon casting out my night demons. You cast your voluptuous spell of polyjuice potion.
I drank you dry
I drank you dry
We blended until the rising sun and breakfast notion.
Inhale}}}} {{{{{exhale{{{{ }}}} smile and sigh,
never more alone never more alone to simply hope and die.
-paynterboi ::)
2pm
Do no wrong, who am I, King upon the land of man, lost forgotten like the spiritual times at hand anger I say anger how blind are these nomads how long will they continue to be mindless lemmings each running off at the mouth saying the same earth deteriorating incantations. Forgive them for they know not of what they say forgive them for they know not of what they do forgive them for they know not from when they come from mindless jaded and threatened about existence, immortality never tasted life never normal the shoulder over look causes quite a fear for life the pride stirs up emotions of war the art causes the reason to fight the protest creates more madness and the folly of its wake is nothing short of disrespect unfortunately all these things have been written and have been allowed to progress not only for stories sake but prophecies enjoyment of unfold. Ye walk this so called planet with chips on shoulders the size of satellite moons completely disregarding the facts that are ominous in this current section of existence there is no care in your eyes, you care not for the canvas neath your feet only fries
take notice I say, notice what you have become notice what the soul that is "I" has become, you are not your body, you are not your brain. "I" is the soul, and the soul is a signal, "I" becomes "you' when it enters this grown corporeal bio suit, "you" become "we" fully... when maturity is reached, take care of what you have become I say see what enters through your eyes feel what enters through your nerves hear what enters through your mouth look at what we have become. Do no wrong, who am I, king upon the land of man, lost forgotten like the spiritual times at hand
come to terms with the beach made of sand know you are one of those grains know you cannot please all whom surround you, know it is not worth it to try no matter your upbringing no matter your boss no matter your life know all mistakes wash away with the incoming tide
memories of such things will never linger for long, learn and regret nothing however build a foundation upon your discoveries navigate your knowledge and use ammo accordingly....
I was deep fathoms into your walls, my face in your neck your legs my anchors once again the animal had taken me once again I was nowhere to be found or interacted with you said you wanted all of me your subconscious railroaded me with its sherlock of the real me, caged for many nights of knowing you cloaking the wolf in a onesie of hot venti drinks, gentlemen vibes & opened doors I had you deceived I was never an entity of the deep forest a man without a permanent hunger DNA written and beyond, you saw me as the norm you saw me as the poster model for a great friend, I was a ready deviant you were never to allow leave of your memory no matter whom else was inside you no matter whom else you were to let cater to your body
you sat across from me with your own thoughts inhibitions desires of future however I could hear the faint whispers of your behind closed doors personality as well, I knew what it wanted I heard the sticky falls of Niagara calling out to me between the bars of the cage I was to answer back if this fool would get the check
the blueprints I had for you were inclined for multiple orgasms my impatience of time lost angered me to suspenseful emotions, chills ran up our spine and down into our lower mind the blood caused the reaction that felt so vast & grand inside our jeans stiffer and stiffer we got battling inside the galaxy atop our shoulders waring about who was about to take over for a set of hours, in an instant I won and I knew what was next when you looked down and saw the long outline running down my right thigh. I flexed and your eyes widened with suspense of potential and thirst instead of horror or embarrassment for you knew I was not the normal friend you could have I was not the true gentlemen you had hung around smiling and laughing with, you had found me out and were over joyed you wanted all of it every inch every flex deep inside you until you had your fill and more until your mind ran mad with my manhood wallpapered upon its every ceiling nook and hallway you gave me all of you for a time until my lust of your selfishness grew you took and did all you could imagine & more you pleased my mind with cognitive insanities lured my flesh with eccentric sensualities and caused a great frenzy within me...
I was deceived and gladly so.
-paynterboi ::)
Peaches
I heard the lyrics in your kiss I saw the crave in your eyes, they lured me into the reef of lust, caused me blindness of the mind. exploring your thoughts with four eyes, I broke the barrier to your wet soul with 2 fingers and played until your face longed for that ribbed Nutella rod of strength, I denied your every impatient juice soaked desire until the fitting pre-written moment... until you cursed my existence and clawed at my back attempting to break my canvas flow forgetting my masochistic tendencies. What seemed eons my irretrievable mind utterly taken over by the honey that flowed from you How delicious how delicious how delicious tattooed on taste buds as a seal, I became the mind of my tongue teeth and lips trapped by pure pleasure of drinking biting & building mouth machines that were a different catalyst for every twitch, every gush, every flip attempt yet you were to go no place, no when, not on my watch, not ambianced by the ocean of my lust, I was the selfish wave you were to ride for hours until the shores of your fatigue, until the low lids of your post pleasure sleep, until the depths of your dreams summoned you from this reality keeping you safe until your return to this waiting hungry animal. pre those moments You were mine to read, your body mine to discover, embrace, to drink up, to choose what path I wanted to reciprocate the sensual assimilation you bestowed upon me.
love was not the case love was not the case I say, my heart nowhere near the words that valentines celebrators scrounge and scurry to buy the true meaning when the time is finally upon them. Lemmings of a melting pot, salmon crossing the flooded dangerous highway of exclusivities emotional Bermuda. No Love was not the case, love was not the case.
-paynterboi ::)
ShE wOlf
Sicilian essence, olive skinned maiden, never to succumb to age, a dark secret behind her cheek bones & smile a mysterious passion bathed in a midnight flame created by life's tragedies life's crafted trees her eyes revamped she saw the forest through the sleaze she was estrogen of a different sort never backing down from her existence finer than the sky stronger than the greatest singularity her mane was bold zero fucks black it flowed like waters of the most divine it gave her looks the best compliment to who she was inside, her pass by made eyes and faces melt with lust to see her was a dream to kiss her was to know what it meant to live a thousand lives of effortless
the pleasure of having that physical connection was all my (when I saw her) kid in a candy store mind could anticipate, the animal knew what she was It knew what her subconscious fed her almost normal human mind, I wanted a taste I wanted a taste oh! I wanted a taste
we danced an intricate elegant waltz of words and secret faces full to the brim with passions and desires like clouds pregnant with precipitation ready to drench us both in juices of life lust and our type of love for we were creatures of the same niche the same nocturn wild free bold as well you see
Id never yearned for one such as her so immeasurably & as easy as she was to be around I knew I had to learn her insides her delicious fathomable depths I knew I had to feel the meaning of her beautiful skin its story the places it had been, lock it away in the endings of my fingerprints & nerves I knew I wanted that part of her soul whilst she had a piece of mine
her life force and company was pleasurable it caused me to take in her ever fragrance notice every grin and smile, unplanned stops to bite along the way as I gave her what she also craved my hard body my stiff extended valor
those many late nights of pottery and canvas id have destroyed it all to have made a place for our entwined body battle even at the first meet cute the first hand shake the first eye lock
you already wanted what I was inside you already doubled tapped, liking the live video of me in front of you I was so satisfied hearing the words "You're hired" later that day, I knew what my mission was I knew who we would be to each others deep words worlds convos
friends under covers earth scattered lovers
-paynterboi ::)
Lady Art
the cause of excitement an overdrive of overjoyed vibes what a constant pleasant splinter, broken off perma lodged since mitosis
a predetermined blueprint on the face of this world miss,
having this power a lovely acidic contagious Aquarian curse
gaze cast long into the windy white of snowfall pondering the empty of space
the conjured work already written to exist there in this verse
circle,
triangle,
rectangle
or square geom
magic taken from soul, mind and bone over the threshold of manifest poured onto canvas or black sketch tome
she took my madness let these eyes witness beauty in misery
the deletion of empty the cast out of void
she's cunning as a viper she is in her efforts complicated as an organoid
I've always put you first above all except the one above all
you have always been right in the back of my mind giving me strength, ideas giving me bites of the grand lake of creations endless brawl
pushing my create pushing my brush as if an apparition of a Ouija board calling out to the living fools playing, teasing the haunted portal board, they have no clue
without you lady art, no dip into blue
without you no dip into green
without you no mix of blended bold and sporadic scenes
this woman this goddess ever summoning her enchanted will,
controlling me to manifest worlds spirits of the deep forests vast planets plains and realms as if on a pill
I've spent time in such settings pre my earthly fall,
oh how I long to return to these worlds of olde these whens of the past to answer my ancient centuries call
Look now I say for I've created love and bliss in scene out of sentiment and stroke
hands ravaged through these paint bottles black heart and toke
out with the finished bring in the new fresh start fresh start
my magic was abundantly vast and I'd give my all to the goddess, my chased muse my
Lady Art
-paynterboi ::)
A person
an impenetrably shielded red ticker never to succumb to the charms & fantasies of the ultimate 4 lettered loot
grounded by the wind and hungry through the root
intangible shackles that life can never find or lock
the key is absent, melted by molten rock
she would do her absolute best
hear the echoes of a drum in chest,
hollow sound never heard
hollow sound never word
no woman will ever hear the left chest beat of a hollow lord, how could her earthly ears be tuned to such a frequency of the dead so freely
such bold reason, glass filled with Lagavulin, a desperate broadcast of signal from a red lit back room of a speakeasy,
a kid whose never had a true home but created worlds,
a truly lost king with mixed black curls,
regale in every aspect of this spinning place in space,
a foreigner even to its legions of native nomadic race
she entered and whispered that misery was her name (half gulp) 1 dart...miss, 2 dart...miss, she rolled up on a person like the bluest of blues tune,
she cursed and laughed at a persons immortality for time never was to matter morning or noon
(TAP TAP, barkeep 2nd round make it a double)
3 dart.... a tear of whisky ran down as the bulls eye was hit, the burn was the reminder that hope is a mischievous sticky la brea, black goo dreamt up by moron and fool
a persons mind now pickled in a vat of the mad and cruel,
cigarette full menthol inhale ahead mixed & glad,
lobotomized by what was to come, numb to whatever the future had
such a bright void of no answers, tick...this clock tock.... this fucking melted clock,
time ran through these cupped hands as if the water bearer straining a persons existence through a sock
time sprints from a person seeking others so vigilantly, seemingly on demand,
never catering to a persons wants never evoking kind bed side manner leading a persons release back into the land
a person will live on, a person will fuck
a person will find his pre-written way upon this great stuck
a person will art, a person will lust
a person will broadcast the beat & attempt to trust
a person is never to fall never to fall never to fall
-paynterboi ::)
A moment of control
I heard the red ticker, I smelled the perfection, I could taste the misery in the air around her, I could taste the false enjoyment of her night out, my mind saw her troubles of the one she was with, the physical abuse, the forced will of a politicians wife, my cold blood began to boil I felt heat for the first time in a great many moons.
Exquisitely my mind raced, rolling back through every eon of time of my remain as if skimming
some ancient scribes scroll with memories as autographs. I'd never come to know such a sense of
sweetness in perspiration, in breath, in vitality absolute. Lunatic! countless have called me,
monster!!….amongst other titles. Oh how I've missed the olde names, screams, incantations.
My steps have ever increased collectively over the centuries traversing this young blue and
green worlds terrain. Windows to this soulless being have bared witness to legions of
nomads. Primitive thoughtless ways of thinking, killing lacking a certain class I'd come to excel at, even in their obtaining what they sought out as needs,
amuses me in the way I snicker at the mentally ill. Again awake in this random when I have never had such an energy grace my senses. Memories of the passed ages of world speak to me in "renovatio" the flow whispers saying I've slept for a
millennium...(inhales) oh how I want to ravish this source, drink her entire existence, take her
death into mine, polymerize strength of my strength, blood of my blood. This thirst of mine has
become a pest, a complex, a friend, a savior, my immortality battles with it each passing moment of my existence.
(Jump)
Finding myself in a grove near her mark about a mile away, scent is stronger in every way oh I wanna play, oh her name I want to say, I dare not speak it aloud for my desire is to hear her introduction of sorts hear her voice chords hear her name from her lips. Her heart beats with the sweet essence of a rare wine, barreled in the dead of winter of 115 years.
(Jump)
I'm within sight of her only a few walks parallel of
her, leaned against an inn red brick wall under a dim street lamp (I see her)what a beautiful dark peanut butter complexion. Long black hair that flowed with the slightest movements of her person, if I had not my many senses the shine singularly would have drawn mine own notice . Her eyes drew from a well of pure pale mint green. Remaining behind the pupils are the fires of youth and
bliss, she passes by with her foul smelling suitor. With his stench of shillings and pence, mead
and ham (my rage already beyond me from the smell and his entire ambiance). My eyes met hers in the most secret of moments, as he carried on his boastful conversation that fell on deaf ears (my nostrils flared in disgust, even his blood smelled foul, he was a politician). A gesture of the smallest nature, yet words by the thousands, a smile with her unflinching gaze as
they walked off, one that would freeze even the bravest of mortal men in their stance. Their
night continues, uninterrupted by my macabre night folly and nocturnal games (she saved you Mr. Ham she saved you, for I would have ripped you from your very existence and political station, and painted a canvas in your life liquids).
I would see her again on a more tempest moment unfilled with rage unfilled with malice & jealousy , I will not feed on this particular woman, this lamb, this purple orchid for she
is....precious, fragile, in the best ways human.
(Jump)
I find myself at the docks, how dimly lit this corner of the city is, quite far
from my last potential fodder grounds, ripe with the essences of the mindless living, all their stories wants and desires mixed with the thick cold sea air.
Full with the taste of pride, vengeance and lust, my ponderings dwelled on being the piper of
emotions, luring them out of anyone I'd meet this night which was not news to me more than it
was joy. Thoughts of the woman lingered for I could still feel her life & my momentary
obsession matriculated into full, when the mild meet-cute was created it became an imprint in this hollow crater.
My gaze turned away from the water which catered no table space for my reflection, my anger
spiked and I tore into this foul smelling fisherman that had passed out in his chair. The way he
sat there so invitingly slumped over, fish flapping about in his bucket gasping for their return to sea,
unknowing their captor would perish before they. Funny I thought before the frenzy "am I a
hero to these fish?" standing over Charles Mason or what used to be the fisherman, his eyes now
pale blue shade, skin as flakey as biscuit crumbs, when I consumed such human things. The man
lived an interesting life and was always destined to leave this place, this night by me. Flashes of
his wife Tera, his child Connor who was deformed, the murders he had committed in his youth and his many secret evils made his life quite delicious even though the foul stench of fish consumed his life force.
I pocketed his shillings for it was something I did on occasion, if certain creations had crossed the line of conjured madness to have taken life in their own chaotic lives, it was an overjoy to hinder
their ferry mans payment for their sojourn across the styx. Out of all sir had which was very
little I quite fancied his hat, a grey Tam’ O Shanter with a small blood stain on the brim, due to
my night follies no less…it did not smell like creatures of the sea to my surprise and was more
than a perfect fit. I wondered would she take a liking to it, smile when she saw it as I would tip it
to pay respect to meeting such a divine woman in person. She made me ponder things like this
& I had never even spoken to her. I wanted to give her the world keep her safe keep a smile on her face, I wanted to show her lust love and light of day without a cloud loomed o'er head. I stood in the crisp bay air, what a lively night of death thought dreams and
Fashion I said to myself with a most comical laugh. Charles was a robust man with much blood,
my clothes were drenched and I smelled of iron mostly. A change of attire a change of looks was in order and rightfully needed, I was nowhere near being full as I felt the night driving on, no where near dawn. My venture took me down salter road the air here seemed a bit ghastly as I smiled with pleasure, into a shop I went, I could hear 2 creations talking in another part of the haberdashery, 1 woman Jenniffer the other a
small girl child Chastity. It seemed a scolding converse, needless to say my interest was elsewhere however my sympathy was for the girl, (remnant memories of my childhood and my mother scolding me), the garments were absolutely for me. A black dress shirt, red
suspenders, black slacks and decent black crepes, dashing I believed! I guess Sir Mason would
dress this way if he was a man of wealth and station, oddly enough his gauche style was to my
liking upon me, his fresh essence spoke out to me driving me to look in a mirror. I had no such want, I had no such illogical arrogance...I cast him out of my head space with ease, he was not a bright man however he had great taste (I chuckle)
My dressing was fin, I once again dawned the Tam'O with its matching dark red blood stain, I was pleased, beside myself with boastful pride, I looked like one them turned creature. I sensed the girl standing in the threshold. She made no disturbance in the air around us both, however children have the eyes of the olde when they are still new. She knew I was not of her life station, she knew, I could sense no fear in her only anxiety from her recent stern talking to. Fixated on me I held up one finger and set it to my lips, (shhhh) instantly she knew what was required of her and made no fuss. I then took her hand and placed the shillings of Mr. Mason in the space of her tiny palm, she could hardly hold them all (amused inside I took the one with the blood & placed in pocket). As she bent down and placed them all on the floor assumingly to count, upon her up look I was nowhere, nothing but a providing memory and smile, nothing more. the thoughts of her amused me so it was the most innocents I had come to know in these moments of grandeur and new setting. upon leaving the shop as hastily as I did thru the side window, curtains still falling from my pass though, my mind began to race, a race I was never to finish, this often happened in days past It had the symptoms of a human blackout. What was the catalyst of this ailment, this host of my perfect body, it was imperfection absolute and I fathomed worry, even for mine own immortality. Little did I know at the time it was my own immune system evolving creating new events of power new avenues of this still foreign strength, even after all these centuries. How funny something new still reminded me of fear, or the memory of fear. I ran completely till all lights were a blurr, never letting the voices of weakness sink in too deep less I be caged once more.
-paynterboi ::)
Temporary Locomotive
she told me shed wanted to be mine for what was known as forever
I told her more than that I am clever
she slapped me then kissed me
her actions away whisked me
true enough I felt as if id known her for as many days as we had entire lives
things we went through trials tribulations countless orgasms and lies
it still was not enough to slake my lust still not enough to keep me from the explore of my stiffest wants
my body cast me into a chasm of erotic vision, once my lids opened, my animal knew it could see my craved sexual haunts
I wanted all the tastes all the sensuality, all the curves
kaleidoscope!!
I wanted all the flirts tits ass
I wanted all the diff perverse wit and crass
laying down our passions to beats transcribed in touch girl I made every one of your pores follow me
twitter!
I'll keep you wrapped in me like present paper,
babe I'm your present taker
I'll be your multi O catalyst
from the eat to the deep stroke
hours of perfected love no coke
you tell me you seek sticky sap and passion
I reciprocate with sorry not sorry my libidos a stallion
know I'm an undead inside babe ill eat your brains out and leave you for rod
falling for you is not an option so give me the nod
ill hug n walk away move to another
or we can absolutely enjoy glasses of red and each other undercover
I have surprises for your south mouth
I have tongue acrobats I wanna whisper to your walls
until the melting until the clinching of your toes teeth and jaws
I'm deep inside your system drink me in I'm your ecstasy
give me your shiny liquid best while I speak with your nipples
a pleasant conversation, not to worry I plan to visit every station
feel my flexed train pass
feel my flexed train pass
CHOOOfuckinCHOOO
CHOOOfuckinCHOOO
-paynterboi ::)
patient jle1088
my part played after I fell, a life granted wish from a red brick well,
2 sides of the coin to choose what I was to become heads or tale, grim or sail
I stepped across the threshold of transcendence through the liquified transition,
I became I became
what is this place this warm light on my face burning loving healing light of my mind,
illuminant of my exist energizer of all things green and life
I felt the weight the crushing entombing weight of the red ticker I felt the massive crown upon my head
logic
logic
logic I shouted
Conjure all animal and beast let them come before my presence and all my kind let them know my place is here my space is here between the bats and birds
ever torn happy and forlorn
my mind sworn between beauty and madness
my resolve defined by skull and silk
I walk this world with 3 dimensional spectacles luring planets of honey and milk
siren the wills and tendencies of a spectrum
Analyze
analyze
analyze
Call me to order judge let me claim my chaotic prize my dark jester of a different nature
HAHAHAHAHA
Entertain and merry the masses ye clown, cast aside their truths
reveal pleasure island, chaos, madness in laughter,
swoon their egos, pour drink,
rage
rage
rage into future nights chapter.
The light crept in my mind eyes cringed, my lusts wants and fantasies inhibited by the lack of gin,
my jiminy cricket caused my potential padded cell to remain a world of futures away.... for now,
upon my refill reason would leave me again.
I longed for the dark yet yearned for the light, my flesh nocturnal in every sense of the word.
Take me back to that place mind for I...I am a native of the space betwixt bat and bird.
My fantasies drunk with lust and light & all the with will of the universe I could not move I could not move my arms.
Synapse fire like machine guns on the battle field, this mind a strobe light lit rave and my brain pickled in the LSD of permanent charms.
Gazing at the white coats down the hall, their lips pregnant with whispers of "Lobotomize Lobotomize"
I shouted from my small windowed door, only my legs mobile attempt standing from the soft floor CANT YOU HEAR MY WORDS!!!
CANT YOU HAER MY WORDS!!!!
I BELONG IN THE SPACE BETWEEN THE BATS AND BIRDS!!!
(this piece stems from my Instagram friend: @jle1088 Jaimee Eiflander who wrote the words "the space between the bats and birds. From there along with my vibes I thought of this strange piece)
Shoku
- beautiful thought, gorgeous wet dream
premeditated lusts always head first into stream, I said what I wanted out loud because life taught me words have power.
I shouted my madness at the breakings of my lungs, thunderous decibels atop this tower.
Renouncing my mind and its common sense, nobody shouted back, (thoughts: you're not here)
The darkest star bled at my expense, its last light was an olde photograph, a remnant flicker of spoken word.
A magical well beacon I was never to use again or explore, unfinished wishes following a hollow starless void for nobody.
Collapse! collapse to my fucking knees I went, how would I see you, how would I tell you, how would I show you one last time what this flesh craved, your endless effortlessly created waves.
Forever and always had you in my sights
I had you in my sights
In the end I contemplated the smell of your perfume, how you got ready in the afternoon.
I was the thinking man of this blessed orchestral symphony that had entered my psyche.
You burned your irremovable seal of notes into dermis into bone.
Come beautiful melody caress this off beat mans grim hour, place your passions in my ears, keep me in your arms until end of life surrounded by flower, earth, and salt tears.
My charming words fell to deaf ears.
Oh green flow of life river that is part my soul,
you placed such an enigmatic creature on this early expired timeline of mine, how bold.
Captivating in all she does, her alluring nature green with forests of olde, called to this creature.
All manner of madness erased, black seas turned turquoise for the calmer.
Your dance sent outward waves of grace & color, to know enthusiasm absolute is to repeatedly look upon your face.
I feel myself entering a larval state of insanity and pain, even now I am disconnected from the grounds of reality, I still see the cherry tree blossoms atop the place for my tomb of rest.
My days of bushido ever beat away, drums in the deep, I am wind and change is truth I seek.
I shall perish alone, yet I still find comfort in knowing you exist in this universe in this construct for the living the dead and the in between.
My yearning for you will transcend all these borders, know its strength, taste its reals, let it run across your body until all that remain are chills.
I am skin, mystic and bone summoned from an ancient dirt all my own, breath of life granted to me on loan.
With all that I am, my truth is you are precious to me.
You are sacred space in my forest of trees.
Ever shall you remain free, never caged, never shackled.
Never to be tamed or chained to tree.
You lovely she wolf run as you please.
Into the meadows shadow I go.
Into the realm meadow you'll sew, keep me in thy thoughts remember me in our talks.
Know my love for you holds every fiber of life imaginable, feel my happy in the breeze, see my smile in the leaves, know I greeted the reaper as an olde friend who finally came to put my mind at ease.
The twelve kingdoms called for me
The twelve kingdoms called for me
Across the seas Ill be spirited away, worry not I am but a dream away, visit me and take my hand
I'll show you my kingdom and its lands, all that remained is my smell,
weep not for I am well.
Be happy in my absence my love, enjoy the forward, never look to days past.
Know you are in my thoughts & prayers, endless stars atlas.
I say in wish for you, live long, love hard, rejoice and sing sing sing I say SING!
-paynterboi ::)
Unescapable lOve
I packed my bags on the 13th of Feb to flee your side, that Friday was the last time Id ever remain in your presence your ever morphing company, the last time I vowed you'd ever set foot inside my temple. ..
Unwavering you were in your adamant pursuit, your vigorous follow attempts to be my seeker, put me behind bars and remain my cages keeper. (melted key melted key)
You tracked me down from city to city steaking out my grounds of stomp and dance, drink and sex filled anti-romance, my settings of my sin musings and music, my frequent liquid in glass favorites.
I detest you bold beauty of chemical and embrace, you imprint of an energy transcended 3D space.
You're a trickster yet your misery is food for my dragonflies of longing, perpetual energy for my soul wronging.
This double take of hope breaks my neck eyeing your curves, my endless drool puddles in my stance for your potentially sensual appetite.
Fingerprint lusts and exclusive clubs, converse in its grandeur, and company to aid in greeting the sun.
You have attached yourself to me in days long past delivering such promises at my hearts welcome mat, all the while stealing my scent, my body GPS code. Now you are the parasite that has entry at all times, you are the emotional unseen possessor.
I am the subconsciously willing yet consciously unwilling host that will house your magic.
Simultaneously wanting to be bound to a padded cell, post your downfall of efforts.
I loath your presence, without hesitation I'd cast you from me as to allow my minds repair.
Oh unescapable virus I've known the best sides of you, I've seen the poison you poured into my eyes. You draw me out like no other, you cater to my human weaknesses and I cave like that poor pigs home constructed of straw.
You wolf of the nomad, you virus old as the deed of the earth, co creator of all living in one way or another, connector of mother and child how can you cause such pain such joy.
Your sought after recompense eludes me with every passing year don't play koi.
When will you see me not as a Guinea pig or lab rat but as a world walker who longs to evade you and your warm red kiss.
I beg you unescapable virus, remove me from your guest list remove me from your guest list.
-paynterboi ::)
Sodom
a seat upon my favorite star, a plagued conscience, a responsibility to a where far beyond the eyes of man.
The ran away from burden, knifed... piercing flesh piercing bone piercing the membrane of my oblivion.
Tethered to my will, bound to my motif of existence never to be removed until my return.
Alas I am trapped here in this false fountain of life, extant in this catalytic cradle of chaos, the drunk & the lost.
Beats keep me grounded, women entrance my emotions, siren my loins, cater to my aphrodisia. The mobile splinter still ever wondering deeper, the splinter forever my earth stays creeper.
Following me the red reaper follows me through shadow, through light, through my black valiant hearts fight.
your cloak seen from the peripheral threshold of my minds set of eyes, your whispers forever in the ears of man, constantly you try at your lying hand, olde testament poison upon this land.
Oh wise oracle you made paths clear from birth, you spoke of the jade door of victory upon the hill. where have you gone, have you forsaken me? your compass points to all directions around this new world.
Why have you left me for dead atop the canopy of this neutral emotional tree, with no bearing, this tree which connects the heavens and hells of this place, the spells of this place.
Send aid send aid my spiraling shows no signs of imminent fade.
Fantasies as of late have gotten the better of me, night terror sweats of escaping from the hordes of beings that have long past since been locked away.
This new world caters to their escape, their whims, their follies, every tyrannical desire and quark. Just beings of this plane recognize me not, they now know me as enemy as the prey of the divine.
what happened to their respect
what happened to their honor
what happened to their loyalty to the seat upon the star.
It would seem the red reaper continues to sew and provoke the ministry.
Mad with false power blind with spoils, continue I say continue ye fallen, do all ye can with the solitary patch of time you have.
The hands ever count the untimely end of your heads, your horns your branches that reach the many weak-minded and cause them to drop their sacred fruit.
-paynterboi ::)
Anticipation
you, whom are you!?
What are you!?
How are you!?
I ate from the tree that is your mind, I bit into a luscious meat, juices ran down my bare chest you licked it clean with your charms and words at best.
Conjured text, my avocation, your stunning perfect structure its pure motivation.
Standing on soap box at conversations height, avouch my realities... my truths… my passions... my potential liquid extravasate.
The cabal of this world with their rules, shackles and obscene north nosed nature.
To the massive six thousand bar cage that held me once upon an age, I hold my blackest of heart in palm left, whilst my right forms the middle finger.
Fuck the rules, fuck the niceties of this prude place fuck Mrs. Grundys puritan made case.
Doughty the future however sworn by this moment and piety, I'll find the purpose in this connection as well as its reasons for those midnight wings.
Oh creature of the sky, bird of the heavens I gaze upon your energies, your flight as aggressive as the seas, mystical belief stimulating as the voodoo forest breeze.
I'm written in your eyes reflection high in the clouds, helicopter view you see a King upon the ground, this lost being as prey you have found.
I've witnessed what you have become, I've seen your face in spirit in script, swept under my wish rugs. my never to dissolve desires lay petrified in wait.
Oh creature of the sky, bird of the heavens oh you pre-scripted maiden, written into this play of life, an overture free in spirit free of strife.
You cunning musical theme, sneaky snake queen, ye bringer of crystal luminate this dark ones soul let me feed upon your coal.
Stoke my festival piers,
stoke my festival piers, your grand company is my pleasured desire.
I shall be your acquaintance, your well wisher cohort, I shall be your friend in blood in realm in time if a required sort.
"Tu me vois je te vois ami, je ne connais ni future ni raison.
Cependant la beaute et l'art sontune belle
saison pour toujours, laisseznous faire plaisir"
-paynterboi ::)
Craft it, you'll need it
the fates brought me from beyond the tesseract that is space.
Prewritten life cast me into a timeline filled with mace.
Craft the gas mask, Craft the gas mask I say! Craft the gas mask!.
Mind slightly altered form synthetic O2, inhibitions creep up with switchblades.
you can do something about this leaders you can.
Vice and Prez simply don't want to understand the spiritual at hand.
Casted out by fear, the logical will always fight for us & remain chastised.
Gunz are good gunz are bad, shoot! shoot! then get baptized.
It seems all minds here have been altered by the mace of this horrid skulky place.
With the right eyes, phantom words written on a bombed café wall,
FLEE THIS PLACE! FLEE THIS PLACE! GET OUT YOU ALL!!
-paynterboi ::)
the Call
a late night of spoken words, convos chock full of stories & endless bowls of perfectly milked soaked cereal, laughs and gifs ( Netflix on in the background, nothing chosen)
the angelic essence of your intangible voice across what seemed lightyears empowered me to put my best material forward my best charms in the infantry front lines, pawns they were to eventually deliver your queen pussy,
the flirt in your laugh rock steadily was my steels keeper, upon a star wish, you in my presence I'd fill you with all my flowing life, have at you with an insatiable wild, shuffle down all avenues of your imagination
alas.... you are at the distance of a snail mailed letter and my fingerprints cannot see your body
your voice is such truthful fiery tofu, arousing me bathing me in the glorious ambiance of anticipation
I see you with my inner ears I see you with my lust filled tears I see you riding the gods meteor storm, woman you are far more than norm
you told me of your craves, things you would do to me from day,
to your indulgencies in the night ill never behave
"let me have you for breakfast"
zero hesitation in your brain spill,
speaks of caressing my morning skin running your hands through my hair, kissing my neck, biting my ears with whispers of passions and melted lusts as they volcano from your tongue, voice box, and thighs
I'm ready and at arms for all rage mode of your waterfall clit riot, bathe me in your white sticky love Molotov,
I'll quench my thirst via your throbbing lips my oasis,
feel your vibrate, I feel your thighbrate, ha a chuckle at my wit as I'm centered inside your pink palace your omega slit your fireplace de joie, barriers around the galaxy atop my shoulders keeping worlds and stars from escape, no no no I say! I'll never leave I'll never leave! not till I've gluttonized myself, fed on you in excess as long as you'll have me,
with all your might and fight you handle my voracious tongue and teeth, potential neck snap, no I'd have zero fucks of fear to give, "to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die"
my want is your second cumming, know my raven claw wand is hungrier and at the ready for class sessions,
potions lessons, let me graduate inside you all over your body valedictorian,
"ill crave you for my bodies lunch"
I tagged back with I'll bring a bold black plate of sextvities, let you feel my hard body my shoulders my biceps, claw at my back, feel my hard cock between your perfect tits, smother me take me into your mouth until your mascara runs, choke on me till you are lightheaded and saliva sloppy, stroke me with 2 hands my love stroke me with 2 hands bend me down and be the bearer of my cum decorate your nipples with my half gallon constellation
put me back inside you as I bend you up backwards against my body, my nose taking every one of your scents in, you are my heroine I am your fuck, put your arms backwards around my neck pull me in deeper get me stuck
shake that ass against my body as I bite your neck the chills give away your....
(dropped call)
Dammit all! ( facebook bubble pops up with a message):
:
{omg we have been talking for hours!
will you come over, im ready 4 dnr,
im starving} 💦💦💋💪😈😈🙈🙊🙉👅
-paynterboi ::)
chariot back to foreign land
cold, dead
bold, frozen in stone
black backs a cold,
white blue crimson, winters whip to bone
my december
off world home this flag unknown off world home this flag unknown
the frostbitten leaves told me tales of the mad, tales of the blood, tales of the mines
half living trees loomed and clawed, away with thee, ye perished vines
rage,
rage
rage
this forest this deep wooded forest, olde in age
thou knowest whom has come, search your ringed memories or have ye forgotten thy place
all connected thou art through portal, root, time & space
gaze upon visage, crown above, knowest I am he I am thee I am the melted key
thy earth, locked to the spirits banished to the sea
bathed in darkness, folly & skull how can ye not see how can ye not see
let me medicine sword into every ancient stream river lake and legion of oceans .
let me bring reshape to all & bestoweth upon ye all the great green horse lands
let me purify thee
purify
purify
purify
cold and red
bold, frozen in stone
cold and black
white blue crimson, winters chill to bone
my december
off world home I shall care for you as mine own
take ye neath wing and cloak
keep ye safe parallel to throne
they will come for thee oh they will come for thee
this time this time we shall prevail absolutely
this time this time there will be no veil
no cause for excuse no reason to hold back or be frail
full battle strength full battle strength take up shield & arm
man the gates fortify the ranks be ready to do harm
meet me when you are ready child meet me when you are steady child
meet me when you are ready for the raging war of the wild
-paynterboi ::)
